Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer.....Rev 2:10

It comes in waves of anticipation. 

I'm lost in a sea of weariness and I don't see a light house. Where are you God? rushes goes through my mind. The water rushes over me. The salt water fills my mouth and nose; constantly threatening to pull me under. I know He's out there. My body is numb, my heart is cold, and my eyes are having trouble staying open. I'm shutting down.

I can't keep my head above the waves. I'm starting to breathe in more water than air. 
  
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I am falling quickly; deviating from the path and desiring change that may be unattainable. 
He is who he is. And I have no right to ask any different.
I wouldn't apologize for who I am either.
Where do we go from here?
I'm losing faith in it.

2 comments:

mindseessoulspeaks said...

You're God-strong.
Whatever the problem, whatever the obstacle you will overcome-
In Jesus Name.
Sometimes all we need to know is not the opinions of others but that someone is praying for us.

GodStrongGirl said...

Thanks for being there for me.